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Ignorance: The UnblissIgnorance: The Bliss
Just because you don't know love, you hate on me. You just can't see, and you don't understand the need To be set free, so rob my dreams. But I am giving all my soul to make a start. I've come so far so you can try to break my heart But I'm too hard; I've made my mark. And I know just how blind you are: You cannot feel my will to heal. So I keep my soul still until Your anger builds, and I reveal That I have dreams that you can't take. And I will win; dreams never end.
No, you will never see me here again.

Ignorance: The Unbliss
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Irrational LoveInjustice Against Black
I know what they say about black; It's Death and Decay and Hate and Sad. I know what they say about black; It shuns all things good and welcomes the bad.
I know what they say about black; But I guess I will never know why. Because I know, despite what they say about black That white is the last thing you see when you die.

Supposed to be a poem about colors. I chose black.

Irrational Love
This bruise may last forever But I am still at ease Love is strange and forgiving yet And only wants t Irrational Love
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Prompt: What's Under My Bed?Mommy
The first time I heard Nakril, I didn’t understand that I was in mortal danger. I was five years old, okay? And when I was five and I heard someone tell me they could see me from somewhere in the dark, I wasn’t thinking murder. I was thinking hide and seek. It was the night before my first day of kindergarten; of course I can remember that clearly. When I was five, the first day of school didn’t give me butterflies. It was just like before, except I would be somewhere else. The only thing I wasn’t sure about was missing Mommy. And pancakes in the morning. From now on, I would see Mommy Prompt: What's Under My Bed?
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A Personal Essay - What is...What is Home?
Home changes, but I stay the same. After a while it’s easy to become unattached, drift off. I could say that any place there’s music, there’s a home for me. Or anywhere there’s family, or friends. But I’ve always had one good friend and I haven’t always been exactly happy. It’s not just feeling happy, either, it’s being comforted when you’re not. Home isn’t with my parents or at the center of excitement. Home is one thing when you’re in love, and another thing entirely when you feel alone. It differs for me like the direction of the wind, unti A Personal Essay - What is...
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.:MCR fanfic:. +Chapter 7+8. Jealousy (Gerard)
When I woke up, it was already morning. It seemed that I had slept in my uniform. I got up then dragged my feet into the bathroom, had a quick shower and then changed into my spare uniform. What had happened yesterday kept on coming back into my mind and it really bugged me. I wished it would just get off my mind. Grumbling slightly to myself, I walked into the kitchen doing up my tie. “Oh, Gerard! So you are here! Yesterday you went straight into bed didn’t you?” Mom called to me. “Sorry… I was just too tired…” I muttered. “At least you’re here. Well, hurry up! Otherwise you’ll .:MCR fanfic:. +Chapter 7+
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CV 1The Imp and the Asshole Demon
Van sat on the bench at the bus stop, berating himself as seven different kinds of idiot, even making use of one of the phrases he'd picked up from Dice. He still didn't know what it meant, but it sounded full of spit and venom whenever Dice said it, so it couldn't be complimentary—unless Dice was saying ridiculous things and passing them off as insults, and the kid really wasn't that clever. But thoughts like that only detracted from his own lack of sense—not even Dice would have been stupid enough to get on the wrong bus and end up in…Van didn't know exactly where he CV 1
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Eternity -Chapter One-Eternity

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Chapter One
Ignoring the heavily falling rain from above, I briskly walked through the woods. There was something calling me out here. What or who it was, I didn’t have the slightest clue. I came to a middle of a clearing in the woods, where the rain seemed to lighten. I was reluctant to let my guard down even though I sensed that I was alone.

I carefully looked around the clearing, searching for something, even though I didn’t know what I was searching for. The calling dissolved slowly as I continued to look aroun Eternity -Chapter One-
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Vampire LoveI woke somewhere in the middle of a forest. The full moon reflected in the lake just in front of me, and the smell of lilacs and roses filled the cool summers breeze in the night air. No matter how calming the my surounding was, I started to panic. Looking around the dark, cool forest, on my knees.
Where in the world of was? How did I even get here? This didn't make any sense, I was just in my room, at my uncel's house. Where is my uncel's house? Which direction is it? Someone help me!!! " What's wrong, miss?" " Yes what's wrong?" I looked up to see two boys looking at me with a very concerned Vampire Love
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everyone knows the bad place. (the good place)

Thu Jul 10, 2008, 9:33 AM

Mood: Sadness
Listening to: Secret Crowds by Angels & Airwaves
Reading: A Secret in Your Throat by me
Watching: The Breakfast Club
Playing: Rock Band

here it is.

so, i'm going to try to clean up here. this place is so unorganized it makes me wanna scream so i'm starting another account. moving everything.

really sorry for the convenience. and yeah i realize that i could just delete some stuff and move some stuff around, but i don't like my username either.

what i think i'll do is just... continue with 'the calm' and everything else can stay here. i'm not deleting this one, i'm just going to move everything that has anything to do with christopher or irina to the new place.

new place is [link]

i like angels and airwaves. the name's from one of their songs. it made me feel sad, and you know how i like to feel sad.

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Current Residence: Texas.
Interests: Music, solely.
Favourite movie: The Breakfast Club
Favourite band or musician: Atreyu, Angels & Airwaves, Blink 182, Bullet For My Valentine, My Chemical Romance, Fall Out Boy
Favourite genre of music: Mostly anything but jazz, classical, classic rock, or opera.
Favourite artist: Uh... like, drawing? Or music? Whatever. Da Vinci and Gerard Way.
Favourite photographer: I'm Polish. I'm against photography of any kind.
Favourite style of art: The stuff you only appreciate high.
MP3 player of choice: iPod nano.
Favourite game: False Car and Chopsticks.

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~thornxinxyourxside

Jul 2, 2008, 9:38:43 PM

you know you stole my name, right?
thats my xanga.
lolz.
yeah i lied to you.
i did look at your profile.
i dunno what youre talking about in the journal.
NOTHING THERE.
but im here.
haha.

i has a new fwend.

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~HRLQNxLUVR

Jul 3, 2008, 10:37:29 AM

i hoped you wouldnt find it this way.

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Everyone else in the free world has problems.
WHAT about that don't you understand?

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~thornxinxyourxside

Jul 3, 2008, 11:47:56 AM

what do you mean 'this way'?

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AuddieAwesome

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~HRLQNxLUVR

Jul 10, 2008, 1:47:58 PM

now you can have your name back.

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Everyone else in the free world has problems.
WHAT about that don't you understand?

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~thornxinxyourxside

Jul 11, 2008, 11:11:29 AM

have my name back?
i was joking.
i dont care.
what do you mean?

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~Zer0Hawke

Jun 15, 2008, 10:19:26 AM

Thank you very much for the

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*twilight-apple

Mar 19, 2008, 6:23:19 PM

thanks for the visit.

hope you enjoyed yourself.

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~CelloWriter

Jan 25, 2008, 1:15:37 PM

Your work is wonderful! Really!

Keep it up!

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Jan 23, 2008, 8:56:32 PM

Thanks so much for the

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Whenever you think your life is over, you have to realize that's the signal that a new era is beginning.
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